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I Have No Idea What's Going On



The more I can go with the flow of what is occurring in my life, the less I "know" what's going on or happening next or even what needs to be done until... I am right there, in the moment. 

It's been weird not writing copious To Do lists, as I've done in the past. There's definitely more of a chaotic feel to things leaving so much to "chance". But there's also this deliciousness in not knowing (because really, what did I truly know anyway?) It feels like there is room in between the cracks, allowing for some magic to seep in.

Don't get me wrong. I am not in a place where I'm living entirely like this day in and day out. However moments of this sublime freedom do seem to come along with more frequency.

I have no idea what the hell is going on....and I kinda like it!



Stephanie Gray is a writer, artist, process arts facilitator and creative self–discoverist.

Her main focus is working with people as they make their way through life transitions by providing suggestions on how to stay connected to self during shifting times. Stephanie combines art making, creative writing, active listening, heart-based questioning and over 20 years of her own self-discovery practice to assist individuals in living a more authentic life, cultivating awareness of their sacred selves.

Stephanie facilitates creative self-discovery in person from her home  -  Inside Out Studio - and online with folks all over the globe (The Walkabout and HeART Journaling).Stephanie is co-founder of Creative Nectar Studio


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